Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Treatment. Summary.

"Well, here I am. 23 years ago is when it all ended. I saw it happen. I saw the flames. The smoke was inevitable to dodge."

The beginning: A lonely girl starts out just being simple. She is pretty but not noticed that much. She stays to her self for the majority of the time but that doesn't stop people from seeing her. She is the kind of girl that is invisible because you don't want to see her. I am sure you know that type of person. She tries to be out going but it just fails miserably until someone says hello.

The Middle: They start to talk. He turns out to be this fairy tale of a guy. You know, the guy that ever girl dreams of. She falls for him, of course. He seems to be falling for her even though he really isn't. Every moment they spend together, they always are losing track of the time. It is a grand feeling but it isn't going to last.

The End: It ends pretty rough for her. She is crazy about him but he tells her she doesn't mean a thing to him. With that, her flame ends and his begins.

Monday, December 14, 2009

so this is lame but what is on my mind. sorry if it a suckfest.

the lies
draining from your lips.
your hands
clenching on to my hips.
my tears
wiped by my own finger tips.
laying alone
you couldnt be further away.
i know why you left
why you couldnt stay.
i feel
as though i was a toy for you to play.
a broken and used piano
with sticky keys.
no one else would want it
you heard the pleas.
i was calling out for something greater
this isn't what i need.
i hold on to my pillow
just like you, it wouldnt hold me back.
all the things i wanted
is all the things you lacked.
i remember when i got you mad
across my face you slapped.
the only time you'd hear me
is when tears were pouring out.
even though i was talking loudly
you couldn't hear me shout.
I'm moving out.