so this is lame but what is on my mind. sorry if it a suckfest.

the lies
draining from your lips.
your hands
clenching on to my hips.
my tears
wiped by my own finger tips.
laying alone
you couldnt be further away.
i know why you left
why you couldnt stay.
i feel
as though i was a toy for you to play.
a broken and used piano
with sticky keys.
no one else would want it
you heard the pleas.
i was calling out for something greater
this isn't what i need.
i hold on to my pillow
just like you, it wouldnt hold me back.
all the things i wanted
is all the things you lacked.
i remember when i got you mad
across my face you slapped.
the only time you'd hear me
is when tears were pouring out.
even though i was talking loudly
you couldn't hear me shout.
I'm moving out.